hi james. afterparty is actually a good film and you are very natural in it. Why can't help laughing at yourself? is it because maybe it is too close to the reality and the way you were acting up in those days? james if you can laugh at it it means you are over it and you are making progress. Stop to try being EriK RHodes off the screen and be the normal gay young man who is trying to come out more often as time goes by. and they say that laughing is terapeutic.... have a big hug,kiddo, and sometimes write even just to say hi. Bruno
hey good job passing the bar on the third try, lol who writes this stuff? Im sure you'd pass it the first or at least your second try. And what kind of club/bar are you at, seems....entertaining. Good times
Hooray for cheesy B-reels! And chill, you're actually a pretty decent actor. I mean, you're not Merryl Streep, but you can still hand in a better performance than most "professionals". Good to see you have a sense of humour about yourself.
Funny thing about this is I've seen this preview before but never saw that movie (I'm not really into porn, if you can believe it). The best part of preview was where the two guys are on the sofa drinking champaigne and the guy holding the bottle doesn't let it touch the other guy's mouth. Can't blame a guy for being "safe."
PS- I cringed when I saw this: "I would have like thave snowballed that load with you!!"
2 comments from here. 1st, a fellow porn bottom praises your acting! At least your first language is English...sorta. And 2nd, anybody else see the nasty stereotype being reinforced by this vid about gay guys only having the courage to hit on each other once they're smashed? I know, I know, it's only a lead-in to porno, but I'm just sayin'. Otherwise, looks like a fun vid and good for you seeing the humor.
So now we know what we fast forwarded through before we got to the first (of several) painfully bad sex scenes in AfterParty. But you did look purdy, big guy; shame Falcon doesn't know who the EFing F to pair you (or fourgy you) with.
What's to laugh at? Having met,spoken to you, and read this blog, I thought that it was entirely believable. Remember, it took JFK Jr several tries to pass the bar.
I found your blog but through another blog. I actually had no clue you were a porn star til I read a good chunk.
Anyway, I just wanted to say you have seriously good music on here.
This might come off as really strange, but take advantage of the fact that you have the balls or ability to do things like porn/have random sex/whatever.
Personally, I can't do shit without worrying about what people think, what my family think etc. I need a couple of shots to even dance at a regular club and I never go to gay clubs cause I can't handle the feeling of being judged.
And I'm sure you get these bullshit comments all the time, but you'll figure it out. You'll be okay.
Hi Erik. I'm frenchman married with 3 children and live with my boyfriend. The life is not simple . We are 42 years old and I love your video. In France I'm doctor in small town. I think you're sympatic boy. We love movies, eating , travel in europe, musc ( opera ) and my BF bodybuilding.I hope news of your life. Gilles.Excuse me but my english is teatchering.
"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, yeah, Mother Fuckerr!" Jose to the face. "Is that the best you guys can do? I wanna see some hard fucking dicks!" More Jose to the face. LMAO.
Double-you-tee-eff, mate?
This is my first time reading your blog, probably not going to be my last, now.
Your future everyday reader- Jasper.
PS: Your playlist is fucking uh-may-zing. Well. When I say your playlist, I actually mean Chiodos, Brand New, Atmosphere, and Lil Wayne part of it. The rest is spiffy I guess. Haha.
not sure if you are a fan of zombie movies James but if so why not check out http://www.e4.com/deadset/ which is a full on gore-fest shown on british tv.
that said, keep the blog going on down the road, wear warm clothes when its cold, be nice to one person per day and stop being such a knob
Did the bottles actually have alcohol in them or were they filled with something else? That's where my random thoughts went with the clip. That and the fact that you're handsome.
I hate responding online---as youve learned, its just too public, like living in a glass house. But its one of my quirks that I cant look at someone in pain without at least trying to respond. For what its worth, heres my two cents worth. I think "Erik" has taken over so much of your life that youve forgotten what it feels like to be james. Dont be afraid to spend some time alone and think about what makes james happy. Some favorite hobby that you havent done in a while, or maybe get into some volunteer/charity work--trust me its a great way to meet a much more genuine type of person, and its an area where your 'celebrity' status might help do some really positive things---fundraising? Whatever, just try to grow some other areas of your life so you arent just the things that tie back to being "Erik". Find the things that help you be James. And never think that there arent people out there who are willing to look past Erik to see you---the ones that cant, or arent willing to try----well, they arent worth wasting time or energy over. Remember, no one else can make you feel pain, guilt, joy, whatever. Your response to events is up to you. Look at the election---some people are ecstatic, some are crushed---same event, different feelings. You choose your reaction. You choose who gets to make you feel good, bad, or indifferent. Dont give that right to those who dont deserve it. Love the people who treat you right, ignore the ones who dont, and do the best you can to spend more time with first group and less with the second. Take Care and hope you have a Great Day!!
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hi james. afterparty is actually a good film and you are very natural in it. Why can't help laughing at yourself? is it because maybe it is too close to the reality and the way you were acting up in those days? james if you can laugh at it it means you are over it and you are making progress.
Stop to try being EriK RHodes off the screen and be the normal gay young man who is trying to come out more often as time goes by.
and they say that laughing is terapeutic....
have a big hug,kiddo, and sometimes write even just to say hi.
Bruno
Is your character supposed to be black?
hey good job passing the bar on the third try, lol who writes this stuff? Im sure you'd pass it the first or at least your second try. And what kind of club/bar are you at, seems....entertaining. Good times
it had music playing over top of it, but are your fingers that thick you cant pick up the letters?
why were they in such a neat pile?
was your shirt taken from the wardrobe of the A movie about twinks? cuz its like 3 sizes too small..
nice scruff, tho..
but it went from quiet country house to orgy pretty fast..
wvicxDid ya keep the Bed, Bath, & Beyond coupon that was in the mail? What's up with the Jose Cuervo Gold Tequilia... hang over.
YOU'RE GOOD.
Great video. I especially liked the cum shot scene with you and the three guys. I would have like thave snowballed that load with you!!
Hooray for cheesy B-reels! And chill, you're actually a pretty decent actor. I mean, you're not Merryl Streep, but you can still hand in a better performance than most "professionals". Good to see you have a sense of humour about yourself.
Passed the bar? Why didn't have win the Nobel Peace prize or cure cancer.
Funny thing about this is I've seen this preview before but never saw that movie (I'm not really into porn, if you can believe it).
The best part of preview was where the two guys are on the sofa drinking champaigne and the guy holding the bottle doesn't let it touch the other guy's mouth. Can't blame a guy for being "safe."
PS- I cringed when I saw this:
"I would have like thave snowballed that load with you!!"
2 comments from here. 1st, a fellow porn bottom praises your acting! At least your first language is English...sorta. And 2nd, anybody else see the nasty stereotype being reinforced by this vid about gay guys only having the courage to hit on each other once they're smashed? I know, I know, it's only a lead-in to porno, but I'm just sayin'. Otherwise, looks like a fun vid and good for you seeing the humor.
The facial scruff looks HOT! I bet you'd look great with a full beard and moustache.
So now we know what we fast forwarded through before we got to the first (of several) painfully bad sex scenes in AfterParty. But you did look purdy, big guy; shame Falcon doesn't know who the EFing F to pair you (or fourgy you) with.
What's to laugh at? Having met,spoken to you, and read this blog, I thought that it was entirely believable. Remember, it took JFK Jr several tries to pass the bar.
Hey man.. i've never seen any of your porn.. but watching the clip i awestruck by how handsome you are! Wow!
I found your blog but through another blog. I actually had no clue you were a porn star til I read a good chunk.
Anyway, I just wanted to say you have seriously good music on here.
This might come off as really strange, but take advantage of the fact that you have the balls or ability to do things like porn/have random sex/whatever.
Personally, I can't do shit without worrying about what people think, what my family think etc. I need a couple of shots to even dance at a regular club and I never go to gay clubs cause I can't handle the feeling of being judged.
And I'm sure you get these bullshit comments all the time, but you'll figure it out. You'll be okay.
haha that was a bit entertaining
awesome
Hey kiddo, how are you doing? You don't write as often as you did, so I thought I'd just check in with you.
spiral is one of my old zone-out tunes when i was an alchy..
check out mr. oizo's new stuff.. specially the track Steroids
www.riotriotriot.com is my blog
cheers,
G
Hi Erik. I'm frenchman married with 3 children and live with my boyfriend. The life is not simple . We are 42 years old and I love your video. In France I'm doctor in small town. I think you're sympatic boy. We love movies, eating , travel in europe, musc ( opera ) and my BF bodybuilding.I hope news of your life. Gilles.Excuse me but my english is teatchering.
I'm French
"Fuck. Fuck. Fuck, yeah, Mother Fuckerr!"
Jose to the face.
"Is that the best you guys can do? I wanna see some hard fucking dicks!"
More Jose to the face. LMAO.
Double-you-tee-eff, mate?
This is my first time reading your blog, probably not going to be my last, now.
Your future everyday reader-
Jasper.
PS: Your playlist is fucking uh-may-zing. Well. When I say your playlist, I actually mean Chiodos, Brand New, Atmosphere, and Lil Wayne part of it. The rest is spiffy I guess. Haha.
You crack me up man!!
...And I thought I over-reacted about life, but you're just as fucked as I am!!
Thank you for the freeeeeee music ! The Crystal Castles remix of 'Atlantis Interzone' is my favorite.
COOL
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not sure if you are a fan of zombie movies James but if so why not check out http://www.e4.com/deadset/ which is a full on gore-fest shown on british tv.
that said, keep the blog going on down the road, wear warm clothes when its cold, be nice to one person per day and stop being such a knob
hugs and snuggles
nosher
Did the bottles actually have alcohol in them or were they filled with something else? That's where my random thoughts went with the clip. That and the fact that you're handsome.
Any lawyer who says fuck that much would give the most awesome closing statements.
If the fucking glove don't fucking fit you gotta fucking aquit, mother fuckers!
I hate responding online---as youve learned, its just too public, like living in a glass house. But its one of my quirks that I cant look at someone in pain without at least trying to respond. For what its worth, heres my two cents worth. I think "Erik" has taken over so much of your life that youve forgotten what it feels like to be james. Dont be afraid to spend some time alone and think about what makes james happy. Some favorite hobby that you havent done in a while, or maybe get into some volunteer/charity work--trust me its a great way to meet a much more genuine type of person, and its an area where your 'celebrity' status might help do some really positive things---fundraising? Whatever, just try to grow some other areas of your life so you arent just the things that tie back to being "Erik". Find the things that help you be James. And never think that there arent people out there who are willing to look past Erik to see you---the ones that cant, or arent willing to try----well, they arent worth wasting time or energy over. Remember, no one else can make you feel pain, guilt, joy, whatever. Your response to events is up to you. Look at the election---some people are ecstatic, some are crushed---same event, different feelings. You choose your reaction. You choose who gets to make you feel good, bad, or indifferent. Dont give that right to those who dont deserve it. Love the people who treat you right, ignore the ones who dont, and do the best you can to spend more time with first group and less with the second. Take Care and hope you have a Great Day!!
I wonder what kind of antics would've arose with Zima and Boones Farm. A truly decadent affair that would've been...
congrats on becoming a lawyer!! ;)
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